羅德翻箱倒櫃 4 - PS
By Xanthe
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NAMCO BANDAI 與我走過的路
謹以此文獻給萬代南夢宮,感謝您們的熱情贊助。
並紀念我的兩位摯愛。
好久了,久到我不想去考究到底是何時。
只希望這一切,隨著時間而消逝。
在任天堂主機沒還出來之時,在街上已經隨處可見電玩的蹤影,第一次知道電
玩這玩意,是我哥哥告訴我的,當時他帶我到餐廳喝飲料,我看到那吃東西的
桌子,居然就是電玩機台,可以邊吃東西邊打電動。
「你玩玩看這個喔,超好玩的。」哥哥指著隔著玻璃桌面下方的怪異影像說道。
『這是什麼阿?怎麼車子會放屁呢。』
「哈哈!這叫迷魂車,你要操作車子去吃旗子,危險的時候要放屁躲開其他的車
子喔…」
『迷魂車?放屁車?哈哈好有趣喔!』
迷魂車可以說是當時各地存活最久的大型電玩,玩法相當簡單,遊戲中我們要操
控車子,閃躲其他的車子,然後把道路上的旗子都吃完,畫面左邊有雷達可以觀
看,先去吃閃動中的旗子分數會比較高,當中最經典的是,當敵人的車子快要追
上你的時候,你可以放屁(?)困住敵方的車子……
這個放屁的動作在當時真的很好笑,後來有一陣子也成為我的壞習慣,就是遇到
不喜歡的人我就會故意放屁給他聞。
這是我第一次接觸到電玩。在長大之後,才知道這款遊戲叫做Rally-X。
之後我哥又引領我去玩了其他很多遊戲,像是吃豆子的小精靈(PacMan)、鐵板
陣、挖洞人等…
小時候那一段無憂無慮的日子,就在打電玩的歡樂時光中消逝…
高中開始,我跟我哥沒住在一起,而他也忙他的事業,我忙我的課業,兩個人開
始沒有交集。
高二的時候,我戀愛了,我瘋狂的愛上同班的一位女生,菁。跟他談了長達八、
九年的戀情,跨越了我高中、大學、剛出社會的黃金時期。
菁知道我的興趣是玩電玩,但是當時的電玩已經開始不再單純與簡單,為了讓她
覺得玩電玩很有趣,我特別找了迷魂車與小精靈給她玩,而她也愛上了那隻黃色
的吃豆人,開始收集關於PacMan的相關商品,更把我取了一個綽號︰「豆豆」。
『這啥鬼綽號阿!幹好白癡喔哈哈哈!不過我很愛吃妳的也是事實。』我色色的
道。
我的房間越來越多PacMan,但跟她的感情卻越來越淡。
我大三那年,因為家裡的關係,她回家住了。分隔兩地的我們,只能通通電話,
偶而見一次面,生活少了她,我開始狂打 PS、BBS,或是跟學妹出去玩,而開始
忽略了她。
大四,我們第一次分手,因為她有其他的男朋友,而我,也有了學妹。
大四下學期的某一天,我哥突然來電。
「威!PS上有沒有類似迷魂車的遊戲阿」我哥問道。
『好像沒有耶,我沒有特別注意,你要幹嘛阿?』
「沒阿,突然很想玩。」
『嗯,我找找看。』我隨便說說打發了我哥。
事實上,我根本沒有去找,甚至我到現在還不知道PS上有沒有迷魂車復刻版,因
為不到一個月,我接到了噩耗。
我哥心臟麻痺死了。
我無法相信,但卻已是事實。在告別式典禮上,我難過到哭不出來,我很後悔為
什麼沒能讓他玩到迷魂車,為什麼我要敷衍他…
為什麼……
這一陣子,菁常來陪我,而我也發現我真的不能沒有她,於是我們復合,雖然說
是復合,但其實我知道她沒有跟她另外一個男朋友分手,只是我鴕鳥心態,不想
去揭穿,就這樣維持了不尋常的關係幾年。
後來我知道,菁的另外一個男朋友,其實已經四十多歲了,是個離過婚的商人。
滿有錢的。
難道,我跟她的感情,不敵金錢?
出了社會後,我從事了電玩相關行業,從媒體轉到代理商、日商,職位越來越高
,我發瘋似的只想成功,因為我不想輸給那個商人,我一定要賺很多錢娶她回家
。
然而我輸了,就在第九年的時候,她嫁給了那個商人……
我並沒有去參加她的婚禮,我也不想祝福她們,我只有跑去海邊喊了一聲幹你娘
,然後把她埋藏在心中。
他媽的,我一定要比商人行。
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「經理,總公司來電,問你WSC(Wonder Swan Color)上的FF重製版在台灣的市
場預估。」
『5000套』我冷冷的回答。
Wonder Swan Color是Bandai發行的一台掌上型遊戲機,與任天堂的GBC競爭,雖
然後來沒有達成如期的目標,但是橫井軍平遺留下來的創意,被後來的開發者發
揚光大,間接開啟了掌上型主機大戰。
跟日本人在一起工作是很忙的,除了繁瑣的資料往返外,光是去酒店應酬就夠讓
人吃不消,每天只有累、累、累,要不是心中那個強烈意念存在著,說真的很想
辭職。
我要幹掉那個商人的強烈意念一直存在我心中,於此我還在辦公桌上,放了一隻
PacMan,讓它可以時時刻刻提醒著我。菁結婚之後,我發現我能做的,似乎只有
這件事情了。
多年後的某一天,透過朋友知道,菁的婚後生活似乎不怎麼美滿。
那位商人離過婚有小孩,所以她懷孕時商人要她把小孩拿到,因為商人不想再養
小孩,或是商人常常把她當出氣筒等等,當然聽到這些事情我心中除了替她難過
之外,我無能為力阿……
朋友似乎把我的電話給了菁,而她也常常在深夜的時候打電話給我訴苦,我除了
聽之外,我並沒有多說什麼。
「那些豆豆人還在嗎?」菁問道。
『喔,都丟了…』我撒謊回答。
事實上,我根本丟不下手,畢竟那些是我們的回憶,我們的愛阿。
後來,她打電話給我,我幾乎都沒接了,因為我覺得根本沒有必要再說些什麼,
那些心裡的痛苦,我不想說,說了只會讓彼此更難過。
我傳了一則簡訊給她︰
逝去的,不再。妳好好過妳的生活吧。
從此我再也沒有收到她任何的訊息,也再沒有聽過她的聲音。
因為,她自殺了。
而我,崩潰。
我只能選擇崩潰……
佇立在桌上的PacMan玩偶,張開嘴微笑的表情,好像在嘲笑著我……
喪禮過後,我把PacMan玩偶拿給她媽,她媽跟我兩人抱頭痛哭。
後來不知道逃避了多久,我才開始有勇氣去面對這些回憶。
今年初,我在小賣店看到PSP有出一款 NAMCO MUSEUM,裡面有收錄迷魂車等多款
經典遊戲,我索性買了兩片回來,一片放在我哥的骨灰罐旁。
「哥,對不起,我現在才找到,以前我們喜歡玩的,這裡面都有喔。」
NAMCO BANDAI 與我走過的路
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我不能放開這個人的手。 \ / ﹥
因為,那似乎等於放棄了自己的靈魂‧‧‧‧‧‧‧‧
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