關於今天我的有感而發.... - 暗黑

28號真的是紀念日~~真的是我跟她的紀念日~~

雖然已經好久好久沒有一起過了!!!

可是我始終記得~~第一次初吻(未完成)~是在公車上~~

第二次~~(完成)~~是在~她家附近的圖書館~~~

(寫到這~突然想到~~搞個投票~"初吻案發地點?"~~~)...

第一次~應該是25號~三月~~

第二次~~隔了幾天而已~28..(確定)~~因為期中考~~

事隔這麼多年~~我都還記得~~~

因為她是我生命中~~第一個讓我對感情認真的女生~~

也許當時年少輕狂~但是~時至今日~我仍對她癡心依舊...

跟她在一起~~我有許多回憶~~

也作了很多夢想~~很多未來要去追尋~~打拼~~

但是~~事與願違~~人生不就是如此嘛~~

在一起的幾年裡~經歷多少風霜雪月~

這些回憶~我都記得~~

以上~~也許有人看了~~認為~只是個受感情困擾的小孩子~~

但是~感情事~~不也是人生必經的一個過程嗎!?

只是舒發一下自己最近心裡的煩悶~~

暑假到了~~雖然還是要上班!!

但是空閒時間還是多了~~因為不用上課~~

一無聊~我就會想東想西~~好的壞的都想~~

很愛動腦筋.....She also said that i should keep myself busy...

and earn more money, just in case i may need someday somehow.

She wanted me to visit her as soon as possible. But I just couldn't

save enough money in order to get the ticket to see her..and the place

that we had been spent together for 2 years and 4 months.

也許~這就是我目前所遇過的真愛吧!!!

心裡面放不下她~~自己也很難再找到另一個更好的人~

She told me that I should find another girlfriend. But I said, " I know,

I just couldn't find another good one" The truth is I dont want to give up

right now. I promised her something. I dont know whether she still

remembered it or not. To me, a promise is a promise. I will wait until

she find a better boy( or man) to look after her well. I just want her

to be happy and well looked after.


唉~先寫到這裡~~該睡了~明天還要上班~~累爆了~~~

最後帶來兩首歌~~分享給大家~~~

一首~ 林志炫 "熟情歌" 專輯裡的 "說不出的告別"...


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我說服我自己 沒有我 你會更順心

可能妳已經 雲淡風輕 當我是個曾經

是不甘心 還是依然愛著妳~~~~

在告別之後........................

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另一首....BSB "Never Gone" 裡的 "Incomplete"

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I'm awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I'm going to be is

Incomplete..............

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以上跟暗黑唯一有關的是~~~~~

她也喜歡玩暗黑~~只是她更喜歡看我玩~~~

她自己玩會緊張^^"~~~~

以前練功她會在我身邊看~~~

現在~~~沒了.....也許以後才會有機會吧~~(希望)~~~



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